Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Brownie or Blondie

Recently I read an article by scholar Raquel Rivera (I believe she used to teach or still does at my alma mater) about being brown, self-identifying as brown, being perceived as brown or not at all relating to brown in the Latino community.
Although I think it is a very south-west term stemming from Mexican-American, Chicano’s who mostly associate themselves with just the European and Native American blend (and mostly deny the African-roots) , I also do think it captures the amalgamation of the African roots with all of the beautiful ancestry that Latin America has. For me being brown means embracing the Native American roots I know I have because my mother is from El Salvador, and those of my dad because he was not only born in Guatemala (his dad’s side being Spanish-blend and his mother being of Turkish descent). I not only consider the south west hemisphere brown but I also consider the middle eastern side brown (although people will argue that it is white or European because it has now entered the EU and in an effort to seem civil, the Turkish people will distinguish themselves as European, eh to each is own).
On another note I also know someone who is a Jewish-Mexican (yes, plenty of them exist just like Jew-*insert country*). This friend of mine related to me that it took him a long time to identify with his Jewish part, I forget his reason. He also told me that every time I identified myself as half or part Turkish that he resented me for it. Here is my conclusion of the situation. In this day in age Jews are seen as white people and they are white (physically for the most part). I see Judaism as a religion and nothing more unless you are ethnic and/or orthodox and simply not a race. I can convert and say I am Jewish tomorrow and perhaps people will associate me or perceive me as white automatically (because I am light skin). I am not saying that there can’t be multicultural Jews or black Jews or red Jews or brown Jews, I am simply saying that when it comes down to it because race is a social construct based on skin color people will look at the *insert color* before the Jew, and if there is no color that you insert people will automatically insert it for you, we are all trained to do that. In this case I think he thinks the Jew-part makes him higher or perhaps better than other Latinos, but that’s only me thinking out loud. I also think he would think of himself as a brownie.
Another friend of mine has Central American roots but is clearly dark skin. He might have some features that resemble Native Americans perhaps many of them, but the skin color stands out. When asked what race he is, he refers back to Latino (which isn’t a race) and says he looks just like his uncle who is Central American. In his head though I think that he really thinks he is a Blondie. Latino in this case is more to defend his class, and to deny reality as a black man. I don’t know how he does it, honestly.
Going back to me now I also feel the need to defend myself in terms of why I even claim the Middle Eastern side. It is not to claim the European side of it (because I wouldn’t consider it in Europe) but more so to embrace the roots that I have been blessed with. If Shakira can do why can’t I? I pretty much move like her in any case. I have also embraced this because throughout my childhood I have been called Middle Eastern in some cases Lebanese, Syrian (among others) and always had the curiosity of knowing if I was. Low and behold about in 2003 was when my aunt (on my dad’s side confirm this on a pilgrimage back to L.A. the motherland). And after all that thought I still do consider myself a Brownie. How about you?

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

I am a South American "Venezuelan" I never thought of myself as anything else than Human until I came here, and I did not quite fit the label of Latino here. Reason one.. I speak english with an accent however proper english and grammatically correct. I dress as civilized person and I am not loud and I have manners. To most latinos mainly Puerto Ricans and Dominicans born here I am some sort of "want to be" as they label me. My response is always, I am sorry for the way I make feel, for it is not my intention. I appalled by the way they speak and they way they dress" distasteful and vulgar" and I refused to be associated with this individuals.

In regards to Central American, I have not have the opportunity to deal with many, however i know that the decades of wars and instability in the region left entired generations of uneducated people..But I see them now and I am quite sure they will rise above those in may parts of the world.

it all relates to Education...I am half white and half amerindian venezuelan.. what does that make me?

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